Okies, the end to the story. Because it has ended!
Ya know how I said in my last post that there might be an update as to what is going on with Mr Musician? Well of course there is an update! THERE ARE ALWAYS UPDATES!
I’ve scheduled this to go up on Wednesday instead of on Sunday when I’m writing it. Mostly because I have a whole bunch of posts that I want to get scheduled so that when I’m lazy I still have posts going out, and because I’m avoiding school work right now so whatever lay off me!
Okies, so we ended our story with Mr Musician saying sorry. Legit just one word while I was sleeping: Sorry
No punctuation. No emojis. Not even “I’m Sorry” Just Sorry
So I asked “for?” because ya know what, I was pretty pissed at him for just popping back up into my life. Like sure we had a good week of talking. But I was upfront the whole time about what this was to me, and what I wanted and for him to say it was ok and that he was fine with it when it wasn’t even remotely close to what he wanted? I was angry!
I sent my text at like 8 or 9 am. He replies at 2pm “Sorry” AGAIN!! I spent the day chatting with a few friends of mine (men and women) about the whole situation and basically they were all like “he just wants back into the flirt game” or “for him to do what he did was so disrespectful why are you talking to him?” or “He’s SCUM! I hope he gets hit by a bus and dies a slow and agonizing death!”
But I was intrigued. I was so clear about where I stood. A small tiny part of me thought that maybe he was changing his mind? But if he said he was, would he actually be? Or did he just miss my sweet sweet flirting skills (I’ve got game. I’m not afraid to admit it).
Instead of typing out what transpired after I replied to him at almost 6pm, let me just show you the receipts. And yes I know his name is in there. And no, I don’t really care to change it or hide it. That’s how pfft I am about this guy.
I’m sorry for the swears. I know it’s very unlike me. He replied “name calling lol wow” but I just deleted the message and blocked him on the dating app he messaged me on.
So while on Wednesday I was sad and fighting back tears for the whole night after his little revelation, now I’m just angry. Like what was even the point of him talking to me on Friday?! UGH
But at least there is an ending and a closure and I got to say my piece in a way that I can hold my head high instead of wishing I hadn’t over reacted.