Thursday Updates

It’s been a quiet week here on NLFF so let’s have an update, shall we?

I know I’ve been quiet and there’s been a reason for it. And I’m not really going to break that now, but I need to fill you guys in on some things. I never keep things from you and it’s been bugging me that I have been. Mostly I can’t give any more details until maybe next week (or even longer) but I’m BURSTING so here we go. I’ll add in some giphys so you know how to react.

So there was this thing after my Saturday Questions #24 (the password one) that turned out AMAZING! Like I wasn’t expecting it AT ALL but ya know when God provides and gives you a path, you take it. I’m not one to be all “God is showing me this” because I hardly ever feel that way, but he slapped me right across the face to get my attention this time. And then I was freaking out for nothing. But it all worked out and OMG OMG OMG!!

this should be you right now.

Then this was like, yeah I guess I could, but maybe I should look at this instead. And I’m kind of glad I did because if it all fits into place, then it’ll be much better for me. Ya’ll understand! Girl’s gotta look out for herself!

I know!

And then yeah, so it’s emotional and really sad. But it’s not like I can just not, ya know? Like I just can’t. And sure it’s going to really suck at the end if it happens but I think it’s better to have the possibility of the suckiness but also the possibility of the amazingness too. I can see all of you nodding your heads. Thanks for the support. xoxo

consoling 2019 cfp national championship GIF by ESPN

Thanks, I really needed that hug

Okies, so remember that guy I mentioned last month, we went out on a few dates last summer and then we split and over Christmas we reconnected and then after THREE WEEKS when I was like “okies listen, what’s going on here with us?” cos I was all confused and then he was like “did you want to give us another try?” and I was all like “I’m not sure…” and he was all “I’m at a friend’s house right now but I would love to work this out. I’ll talk to you when I get home.” and I was all “that sounds great :)” and then five minutes later he’s all “So I have a girlfriend and out of respect to our relationship I think it’s best that we don’t talk anymore” and I was all “Are you serious?!” and then blocked him on everything? Yeah so THAT guy, last night I was checking a new message on the dating site I’m on and he had viewed my profile! LIKE DUDE! SERIOUSLY!? UGh. He didn’t message, thank goodness! Cos I would have been really rude in replying. Which I think I’m justified in!